Harish Palaniappan's

That was what i searched once in Google.com when i was depressed. "Poison silica gel". Yea, i was just one other guy whose actions are at times motivated by films. i didnt do that though.. or else how would i be typing this. hey, if you are very worried, i still exist, you can expect a reply for a mail you can send to harish020[at]yahoo

ok. Why silica gel?
Silica gel is more often easily found in a new flask just bought. They keep small porous bags of silica gel in flasks to keep it in the flask whenever you dont have anything inside. it fights odour in the flask. A prominent warning will be put on the small porous bag mentioning that it could be poisonous if consumed.
So, now you know what caught my eye..

hey, if you are looking for committing suicide.. dont eat this stuff... you wont die. Also c'mon why would you die for depression. got to face it fella. do it like i did.. i browsed "poison silica gel" on google, got a good amount of search results, some of them leading to facts of manufacturing silica gel, some to medical sites saying how to provide first aid for kids who accidentally consumed silica gel. i finally ended up reading and browsing information on the web. yea, feels good to be alive after checking in on poisons. :o)

Sometimes, we do don't get what we want. or neither like what the 100 other things we get. That doesn't mean you got to stop life. Imagine you were here enjoying life's good and bad, living with activity around, trying making few friends and many foes, ... all that.. and one quik decision, you committed suicide, and you are gone. leaving just space in your place. That isn't going to make the world better.. honestly.

Live happy.. leave me a note... not if you stopped dying, leave a note if this blog entry leaves you more irritated than you were before reading it.. :o)